de’ loVe Of Dunc-james

Convocation MEANS Trouble & Pain!!!

No matter how you avoid it, the pain will still come at the end of the day.

My poor and cute sister is the best example…

For her Diploma Convo, she got blisterS from toes to heels!

For her Degree Convo, she got her heels’ epidermis peeled off!

Waohh…That’s very painful…Indeed, she practically wept like a 3 years old baby when the doctor disinfected the wound. I think i would have cry like a river too if i were in her shoe. U see, the doctor dapped and chafed the wound till it bleeded. At that ‘dying’ moment anti-Tetanus antibody was injected RIght in the wound Geez…That’s…??? Hard to describe!!!

The main point of this story is, be prepared for CONVO…GET a super COmfy shoe!!! Even yoko-yoko pad and cotton wool can’t prevent this tragedy.

My parents yelled from outside, " Sze….faster get fat mo inside…haih…she too noisy."

Apparently my momo was barking at a German Shepard. Well, in my house, when one starts barking (crazy); the other will follow. In 2 minutes, momo and Goldy barked at each other and they looked as if they tried to bite off each other flappy ears! God!!!

I followed momo from front gate to the back….tailed her like a dog followed the owner. She’s so big yet fast! I couldn’t grab hold of her collar  or any part of her body.

Yet, when I heard my mum said," Take the tina(cane) from the cupboard." Quickly, I pulled momo….pulled….hard….no matter what must get her inside the house!!!! AAAAAA…

Sigh….I failed, i managed to get her in…but she kena ’sut’ by my dad! sob…sob…my heart shattered….

yet, when i see her cute smile…fragmented pieces of my heart were glued back in a fast pace…

Well>>>>that’s how much I love her! I love you momo…my live will not be the same again without you, I know it and will remember it.

I decided to send you the cutest and sweetest of the world.

But the postman shouted at me….

“GET OUT FROM THE POST BOX!”

This is a forwarded message taken from my little sis.

Haha…..Daniel, I wish that I will see you being squashed in my house small post box one day.

I don’t know why I am writing this…but I just feel like writing at this moment:

Ferrari F430 Spider…599 GTB Fiorano…Nissan Silvia, BMW M6…M5…M3…I strolled down the narrow and messy aisle of The Store in CS. Gazing at racks of car models….well more like plastic toy cars. Obviously I can’t find the what…Ferrari…Silvia or something. So cacat lar…CS. That’s why I don’t understand this Wee Leum expects to find such nice car models from the ‘dilapidated’ CS.*sigh*

Actually I guessed he’s just blur….like how his messages implied that he’s coming for today’s gathering. Manatau, this guy here is still holiday-ing in KL. Huh??? Kek si lang!hehe…no offence yea….Ta

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…:-P Anyway, because of this…..I’ll definitely treat you CAKE!!!!! U can’t choose! You have to finish everything including the creams!:-P

Not only that, I wasted my 15 bucks! Stupid secret recipe of CS…their Japanese Soba taste like water! Gosh….it’s so tasteless till I have to eat it with Tom Yam sauce….Wouldn’t it be better if I had just purchased the sauce from hypermarket? I’ll never eat there again!

The funny part was, we had dragged the cute Ed with puppy eyes out of his bed for this non-exciting gathering. Sorry Ed, you can sleep till 12pm tomorrow J He went home straight after we left secret recipe..well, which guy wants to follow 3 gals strolling around CS to buy this and that? Haha…unless his gf is there….

Our angelic Ellie ler…looked distracted…ehem, he misses his beloved! And don’t worry lar…2 years in secluded campus will zoom like Shinkansen when u are in love and with somebody u cherish J It’s totally true…it’s like, you wake up in the morning and just get motivated to meet some1 your heart miss. Then days just passed in haze…

Speaking of Yu Yuin, Lily and I got the Déjà vu feelings….somehow or another, we knew that she would wear her stunning Victorian style tops! Hehe….our friend here is undergoing bag fetish….Quis, I think you need a cupboard to store your collections lar…

Lily! At last you wore the pink furry heels I bought for you! Looks cute! And why are you so ‘chibi’ today? Haha….yu yuin and I were laughing at her choice of meals…she ordered Kids’ Meal and tiny glass of orange juice!

                    Gazing at the passer-by in Burmah Road,

With jazz songs played in the background,

Warm tears prickled down my cheeks,

Mingled feelings of disappoinment and resentment surged through me.

At that point, I knew that the whole world must be laughing cynically at me.

Can I resurrect like Squall Leonhart in Final Fantasy VIII?

Now, may I ask who is stubborn? the wise or the emotion…

Or rather the neutral me?

True, my ‘neutralness’ will bring me down one day. It has served me well for many years…It gaves me happiness through escapism and filteration…I had stayed in this comfort zone since I was as young as 6? 7? I have no idea.

Yet, at this point of time…I would not use it. It will only kill me. I have to refrain myself from using it. I have to…you HEAR me?

Insane…how could I ditch it at the moment I find it useless…though it won’t do me any good. Fine, I shall keep it and it will aid the wise and the emotion.

I wore white semi precious stone bracelet,

I fell for Daniel Wu in white robe,

I decided to have a cellphone in white,

But i felt darkness within me.

Is Black my new colour?

Why I felt trapped…confined…and gloomy on such a beautiful day?

I laughed and joked..but it’s not the real me,

I wept and whined..yet that doesn’t help me!

What’s left to do?

Listened to graceful music played by my little sis,

Showered my momo with love,

Spent a wonderful time with my big sis,

Catch up with my parents,

Whined to this silly blog of mine,

And? I don’t know…

Sem 5 is ending soon…

Something is waiting for me…

My mind drifted…

Back in

Penang

…

What I had in the past,

Can I have it again?

Or rather, should I?

Will things go my way?

Can someone tell me,

How to go about it?

How to deal with it?

How to avoid it?

Long as I stayed,

Static as I am,

Things rushed pass me,

I was left behind…once again.

Why can’t life be as simple as ABC?

Why can’t human thoughts be as simple as ABC?

Why can’t love be as simple as ABC?

Why can’t I make Decision as simple as I learnt ABC?

Childish or mature as I am,

Neutral as I am,

Assertive as I am,

Flummox as I am,

I am not what you see.

Sem 5 is ending soon…
Something is waiting for me…
My mind drifted…
Back in Penang…

What I had in the past,
Can I have it again?
Or rather, should I?
Will things go my way?

Can someone tell me,
How to go about it?
How to deal with it?
How to avoid it?

Long as I stayed,
Static as I am,
Things rushed pass me,
I was left behind…once again.

Why can’t life be as simple as ABC?
Why can’t human thoughts be as simple as ABC?
Why can’t love be as simple as ABC?
Why can’t I make Decision as simple as I learnt ABC?

Childish or mature as I am,
Neutral as I am,
Assertive as I am,
Flummox as I am,
I am not what you see.

One told me that, I’m like water.

By the sound of it, it says: Good.

Yet I hate to be water.

The coolness of water gets into me,

The flexibility of water reflects who I am.

The colourless of water portrays my personality,

I am as neutral as vapours.

Like water, I can be cold at times.

One can contain water but one can never cut a stream of water,

Water is the universal medium; I have a shield of my own.